10/7/25

Second blog and this one is about a dream rather than me bitching about stupid shit
so anyways last night I had a weird dream where I was with this woman and at first I didn't know who she was but then it became clearer in my mind who I was with, it was this girl I used to know in my freshman year of high school that I used to vape with except she was taller and a little skinnier than she actually was, when I realized who the woman was she started vaping and I leaned in uncomfortably close to her face and just inhaled the smoke from her mouth and I asked if I could use the vape.

anyways the rest of the dream was just me and her vaping our lungs out not even talking to each other, we’d look at each other and laugh sometimes but other than that i dont remember any words other than “can i have nic” or some shit like that, towards the end of my dream i went to a bathroom and just filled it with smoke but my mouth was filled with some sort of gooey sticky junk, i think it was green or orange but i assume that it was from vaping so much

Anyway, what baffles me about the dream so much is why that woman was even there. I haven't thought of her in years, and I’ve been clean for years. Why did I get so close to her face? Why were we laughing? Why did I even dream of that? I was never romantically interested in her. I thought she was very beautiful, but I was more romantically interested in her boyfriend, while I knew her ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

moral of the story is fuck you, there is no moral of the story